Selfish Love

How could you make me love you only to leave me.
In my heart I feel like you deceive me,
But in my mind I know it is my own selfish needs that misleads me.
I guess I just want you always need me.
Please believe me when I say I do love you,
But I rather you stay unhappy one more day,
than just walk away.
The nerve of you there is no girl who deserve you,
not even me!!!!!!!!!!!
You have good qualities that only I can see.
And I know it sounds crazy.............................
but I don't want you to be happy unless it's with me.