Is This Love?

For it has entered and left me destitute
Traveling down a path in which I don’t know the root
Squandering to find what this feeling is
Pondering if this feeling is mine as well as his
Cuz my nights are haunted with his spirit
And its strength to linger has me fearing it

For I’ve never felt this feeling before
But it caused my heart’s restore
Yet I don’t know if it real or a false
Because it’s stationary but has a pulse
So my body wants to search and seek
But doesn’t no where to start without a peek

For many say it can’t be summed up by words
That actions speak louder than anything heard
So I wonder what the tingling in my body means
Why I scratch to find clues when I look like a fiend
How my aura changes when I hear the name
When I started to become insane

For I strive to know the who, what, when’s and why’s
Yet no matter what the cause I’m down to try
Have I been hexed and put under a spell
Or is the joy of finally removing my shell

For I think of him all the time
I even hear his voice in every rhyme
So what is this feeling that I feel?
Is this love thing truly real?