He Say, She Say

She says why try…..he says try harder….she says good people are hard to find…so he stops…after he sought her….but he doesn’t understand…so certain words he doesn’t say…and she also speaks of nothing….she just counts off the days….so until that day…she receives the same attention….as if it was that day….though he still neglects to mention….those words full of enchantment….words taken for granted…..words that’ll give water…..to a seed already planted….she eventually grows tiresome….even wonders why she admires him….she moves on without a second thought….he soon loses….what he’s forever sought….the dialogue reached a breaking point…though the measures were extreme…the love he showed for her…..wasn’t enough…or so it seems….actions full of good intention…..so where did she defer…he gave everything he could….but never told her…..he loved her….never consoled her…..but hugged her…which never really helped….brief relief to what she felt….and now she seeks for another….someone who will not only love her….the reassurance will be there….for it was not enough to show it…..but the words she needed to hear

She expresses feelings….he follows suit…..she inquires further….he becomes a mute….no phone calls…no answers…many issues to dispute….so she becomes puzzled….her voice of reasoning becomes muffled…..why’d she jump off the plane….with no parachute to help…why’d she dismiss her own comfort zone…why is she now beside herself…..questions for him to answer…..he’s the source of them all….yet he still remains silent….he still refrains to call….she becomes impatient….and moves on with her life….but before she packs her bags….she looks to him for advice…he says she’s worth more….he sees far beyond her face…he says…she shouldn’t be the pursuer…yet…the one that he should chase….he says her actions were unusual… for she is just like he….and he would’ve never did such….but he can also see…..that she…..is a woman….and with that comes emotion…..the evidence of an unknown….yet consistent…like an ocean…..he tells her it’s okay….that she’s the first to express her feelings…..she says….she can’t understand…..why to her….he’s so appealing…..she decides to give him space….or at least enough room….he vanishes without a trace….so her life…..she resumes…..a survivor of the worst….she now understands her worth….turmoil was a prerequisite….the past was lived…..first…..her character returns…..from it’s previous state…..she’ll soon find her fate…..shadowed by the love of a soul mate

He says that she’s pretty….she barely sees what he saw…..where he finds uniqueness….she discovers a flaw….he asks her why this is…an answer….she doesn’t possess….yet….she shelters such a beauty….that hibernates beyond the flesh…..more mature than all the rest…..or at least that’s what he’d say…..the essence of an angel….that’s what she portrays…..but she needs to see it….before she could ever be it….and if self-doubt was her man….than she needs to leave it…..he says….he feels her pain…..he tells her this in vain…..he repeats it….until she sees it….he now thinks he’s insane….yet insanity….he’ll gladly welcome…..for he needs her to believe…..that none of it is misplaced…..from the attention….that she receives….he asks for her to listen…..she says her ears are open….she says her ego is raised….but he…is still hoping…..that she finds that special person…..someone she accepts….someone who will love her…someone he’ll respect….someone…who’s not a parachute….but a trampoline to her falls…..he won’t lie to save her feelings…..yet…he’ll accept her flaws-n-all - Syncere

This is just a reminder that i'm still on my game.....even though i don't write as much as i used to....more to come very soon......certain people have to look deeper into this poem than others....but i wouldn't dare say who those people are...ya dig!